Message in a Bottle

June 21, 2008

Dear ………

Dearest ……..


I wish your heart be the shore for my message

Hopefully arrives on time on 23 June

I’ll bottle my letter now then let it travel the path through the days and nights

Sail among the waves of anger but beneath the hope of the sun rays

Fills with a love that knows no boundaries

Fills with words never needed to be written in letters

For if you just listen quietly to the wind

you will hear my love as it travels to you each night, not only my love,

I travel myself to you , leaving my empty quiet room and come to your place where ever you go I walk with you by your side

Just reach out your hands through your window and you will feel me there

I’ll touch your face as a cold breeze in a summer night

Close your eyes and you will see me there my luv

Listen and you will hear me whispering your name , talking with you in ways you might not know…

But for now I have to fall my words here in a letter because may be my whispers left unheard and may be my image left in the shadows,

and I can’t spell them in front of you…

So shy to do that cause you who learnt me how to talk to you by messages

But most of my messages kept on draft  

So now I will step out into the light and tell you…

I was wrong while I thought I’m able to stop loving you

The more I try to deny it the deeper I’m falling

You bottled inside my heart forever

Your deeply voice fall on my ears as it is a gentle rhythm filling the Quiet of my Long Lonely Nights

In the time of your presence or in the time of your absence I feel you with me

Haunting my heart

Weaving a certain magic around me

I’m sorry my luv I pushed you away

Being away from you cause aches more than any hurt

I wish I would fall back in your arms and your voice could carry me away

“If Not forever then just for a While”

I wish I write the probable words now but I think no words can capture such a feeling

Today I see the clouds heavy with love pouring it into the ground softly

Filling the gardens with roses and flowers even the desert grew green

And filling me with mystical paths I should walk to come to you and find you my luv

Find you in a day I had lived and I will die for

In a day that is not in any calendar

I don’t care if I waited a million lifetimes to find you in a single moment

For I knew that single moment will worth everything

It would be my first time seeing the sun rise in the sky

It would be my birthday “My birthday”

And my first yell it would be my first shout that I will scream by my loudly voice” I luv you my luv”

But for now they are just words in a letter

Words have no control

It will speak for no one but you but I have to control my jealousy

Cause I find myself unable to live any second without you, without being around you

I’m always asking myself why I couldn’t be the sun

I’m so jealous of the sun

 If only I could be the sun for one morning, I would come to you and cover you with the warmth of my love and the softness of my touch

I will lay my soft rays on your face going down to your chest wrapping you as I feel your quiet warmth in my world wrapping me also in tenderness

Weaving a bond between us its threads are so strong

Ooh my luv I’m longing for that connections

Longing for your arms to encircling me

My heart longing for yours for that safety place inside you

You are so beautiful my luv

Your smile can light thousands of candles; your eyes are two spectacular diamonds

They could steal eyes from their own faces

For every time I look at them they stole mine and I’m blind after ,

Seeing no one but you

Being in moonless nights, spotted with stars barely noticed

You took every light with you when you are gone

I could write a book about longing filled with hours and days of waiting for you

I’m waiting for you my luv

Waiting till the end of the time

And for every darkness night will come from Now on

I will journey again down my mystical paths to our place

For there is where I can find you

Now I will sleep my luv and let dreams carry me to you, To our mystical meetings.

Oh one more thing

Read between my lines there are a message for you

You will always be my precious gift. 


 My words are just the flame which would light your candle

I just want to make your day a lil brighter and a lil different

So don’t get me wrong

I never wanted to push you on anything

I Believe in Fate



I Remember you

June 14, 2008

I remember you

Once I see glasses with a white frame

I remember you

Once I see a blue car

I remember you

And in the winter while I was driving and all the windows closed and I couldn’t see because of the steam , I remember you when you washed the glass by your hands

At once I do the same cause I like remembering you and I like doing the same things you do

Once I smell cigarettes or watch somebody smoke

Definitely I remember you

Once I hear “Katie Melua” singing “There are Nine Million bicycles in Beijing”

Of course I remember you

Every time I’m ill or have fever

I do a cup of tea with the lemon juice like you always do

And every time I see a blue hat

I remember you, I remember the first time I saw you

If anyone called me by my pet name I remember you

For you are the first person who invented that name

And every time I see anyone sending messages to his partner

I remember you because that’s our way to talk and it is you who learnt me that way

Every time I hear a loudly funny laugh by a gorgeous guy

I remember your laughter and I smile myself because that is the nicest thing you do

I like it and I like to remember you

For every time I go to eat pizza I remember you with every slice I bite, I feel as I ‘m with you

When I’m thirsty and I’m willing to buy a cola, I took a Seven instead with a smile on my face because I remembered you

And when I were there in the that park “the theme park” I sat on that bench “our bench”

You know still feels you there, I can capture our image when we were there, you and I, doing nothing while others were jumping and playing and the only movement we took was to buy fries

Hmm, I remember that you fed me by your hands

Well it was the most delicious fries I ever had

And Every time I see a girl left her nails so much tall than the normal average

I remember how much you hated the tall nails

They are disgusting you

I know

Because I remember you

And if I saw a guy wear socks all the time day and night, in winter or in summer lol immediately I remember you

And every time I’m driving alone on a quiet long road I put fayrouz’s

Cd and enjoys remembering those moments when we were together listening peacefully at her

I do a sigh and forget all the world but remembering you

And if my cell phone ringed and “Precious” was calling

Then you definitely remembered me

My precious…

I will always remember you .

If I were a Butterfly

June 13, 2008

If I were a Butterfly

I would have wings

I would fly

I would come to your place and feel your grace

If I were a Butterfly .. a tiny un colored butterfly

No one would Notice me

Then I would be Free

Free to come to you when ever I want where ever it be

I would be with you and you with Me

And Laugh together with Glee .

If a Little tiny beautiful Fairy with gorgeous colourful wings as butterflies wings came to you, knocked your window and asked you to let her in!

Well …    Surely you will gasp, astonish and bite your finger or press any part of your body to know that you’re still alive! ..
You are in heaven!
Or you still on Earth but in a …… well ..  I don’t know; In a Fairies Land May be ..

Then The Fairy stared at you with her wide brown eyes holding her Magic Stick and told you ..

Sir, I will ask you to wish a single wish ” Just one ” and in a second it will come true infront of your sight!

The thing is ..

What would be your wish ?
What your fanciest dream or your unreachable wish would be ? ? ? ? ?

P.S I love You

June 8, 2008

An amazing movie.. Really No words could discrib it

what a loss losing the love of your life.. i can’t hold my tears till now 

I will post the last letter he left it for her



Dear Holly,

 I don’t have much time. I don’t mean literally, I mean you’re out buying ice cream and you’ll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn’t to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It’s to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful… literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you’re sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you’ll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I’m a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I’m just one chapter in yours. There’ll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don’t be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends.

P.S. I will always love you

Really Magnificent …

And the most scene had touched me was..

After the funeral when she went home .. took off her cloths .. covered with blankets then holded her mobile calling the home number to listen to his voice on the answer machine …. Really this scene torn me into pieces

One more thing

I have to mention the first kiss for i never seen a gorgeous romantic kiss till i had seen when he kissed her the first kiss Ooh what a romance and what a magnificent place they were in


hmm Love is a precious gift and having one loves you it means the whole world ,

For any one have this gift please appreciate What you have .


An Amazing Love Story

foods_242.gifHe met her on a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me go home…. suddenly he asked the waiter. “would you please give me some salt? I’d like to put it in my coffee.”

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby? He replied: “when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there”. While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched.

That’s his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story.

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Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life… And every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that’s the way he liked it.
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After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: “My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you—the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything.

Now I’m dying, I’m afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don’t like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste. But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again”.

Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: what’s the taste of salty coffee? It’s sweet. She replied.

Love is not to forget but to forgive, not to see but to understand, not to hear but to listen, not to let go but to HOLD ON.

No Mercy

June 3, 2008

Kill me by a poison Arrow

End my life, End a dream i used to follow

Release a sole became forgotten behind your Bars

Release a spirit from your Hollow

Don’t leave me with my wet pillow

Put your Merciless on me

Finish me

Then bury me in a place which it Narrow

And let your grief pass away

In my life when i was alive

I was just a shadow .


June 3, 2008

I’m here resting in Peace,

Sleeping till Eternity,

Because the Devil womon had given me the Poison Red Apple,

Why did you late my prince for kissing me ?

Just your gentle kiss can bring me life again,

Come so close .. warm my cold white skin,

Let your Lips holding mine,

Let the poison bite throw out from my throat .

If I were a Fairy

June 3, 2008

Resting deep down in my Mind your Voice,

Images of you spining in circles in front of my Eyes,

Your moves makes me go insane,

If I were a fairy I’d like to watch you Night & Day .

My Journey to you

June 1, 2008


I didn’t know that you would be that real

I didn’t know that you would be so much you in my dreams

Yes, I know you

It should be you

But should I go on, Enter your castle or you will be a stranger

Whose path I shouldn’t cross

Whose castle has chains and locks

Whose heart trapped in a cage and the cage has no keys

Would you let me in if I knocked your doors

If I beated it so hard

If I pushed it to move its walls

I know I can do it

I will try

I know that if I failed I will leave a mess 

A mess can not harm anyone but me

I don’t care 

Just please open your doors… all your doors and let me in

Let me guide you to a life you never lived, to feelings you never known

Let me show you how the sun melts so slowly on the beauty of the sea, hugs its waves passionately

As the sun only can feel safe when the sea wrapped all its rays

Let me teach you a way, a magic way to feel the beauty of the roses without being hurt from its thorns

Don’t be afraid

May be our ways are parallel in this life but I will cross over

I already walked a long journey to come to you

For I knew at the end of my journey you would be there

I don’t care you did not find me

I found you

No matter how lost you are how emptiness you feel and how much hurt inside you

I will be something else

I will show you different ways, different kinds of ways to feel the beauty of the simple things

I’ll show you that things don’t have to be extraordinary to be beautiful

The ordinary could be just as beautiful

Just open your doors .. Ask me to stay

With unspoken words let your eyes tell everything

You never know how much graceful they are

How they sparkle when you smile and grow dark when you show your serious deep side

You are so much you in my dreams

You are so real

You will never know that I waited so long to see such an eyes

Eyes had been wrapped me in tenderness since the first time I saw them till the moment of now

I hear them say “come here forget the bothering sleepless nights, sleep tight for you are home”

So tell me no more that I should walk away

Let me in, ask me to stay

With unspeakable words ask me to stay

Perhaps you would have the answers to all the questions that fill me but I will not ask for your reply

Just open your doors let me in or let me takes you with me into some place so far from here

I’ll show you a million different views

Views you never seen .. you never notice before

I’ll make you feel how peaceful they are .. How beautiful they are just as beautiful as you

Please I long to feel your presence

I long to feel you around me

So let me in or let me takes you with me

I had traveled years and years alone carrying nothing but my unsaid words in my unfinished books

Let me in

Read my books .. Read my poetic lines, they are all for you

Wrap me in the warmth of your embrace

Let me rest for once, makes me feel so close to you so attached to your heart

Then I will continue my unending roads

To the beauty of the universe

Carrying my words .. my books on my shoulders and carrying an overwhelming love in my heart .