L . o . s . t

July 27, 2008

The love inside me reached to the gate of desperation

And you opened that gate so easily

My will broke by my father’s death

I gave up fighting and I don’t think my heart will rebirth

So I think this is the End between two would never meet

Their ways are parallel

Their hearts no more beat

I don’t know How would be the life out of your prison for I have been here for years and years

But I know well that you who broke the bars for me

And you who set me free

From love I would never call ” It was an illusion ”

Cause I know that I loved you truly and gave you all my devotion

But you said ” The End ” by your wounded lips

Rejected me by your silent ways

Tortured me and the injuries can’t fix

Confused me by your silent eyes

But I reached to the gate of desperation

And you opened the gate so easily

I can’t stand for more humiliation

I will go and get lost on paths you are not in

Paths you are not there

I’m alone

I’m lost


The gate

Strife I started

Landed on no where

 Where you can’t find me,

Nor I can find you

Where it is just Me without You


Unforgotten Scene

July 24, 2008

Tears falling,

Men walking

A dusty path that onward leads

Into a gate and the gate has one key

In secret they shout,

In silence they grieve

They are trying to find a line between believe it or not believe

Women weeping,

They are fleeting

Following the foot prints on the fallen leaves

No words, No talking

Words left unspoken

Considered unnecessary

The destiny is the destiny

They are yearning to not believe

But it would be a mind deceive

He had been chosen to relief

From illness, from pain

And finally he will find his peace

But here it comes

The crowd stopped at a grave

It is time to let go

It is time to leave

But some left,

Some lay down and hid their eyes and wept

And some will get the forever rest

Hear ?!  Are you hear ?

The prayers getting louder

Soothing the injured souls

The eyes staring at the small hole

And tears have no control

The widow is saying so long my All

The crowd started to console

The place getting darker

Or the eyes could no more see

Sadness will build a tree

In their heart and goodbye for Glee

With tears it would grew

With memories it would be so deep

But humbly and respectfully, they accepted the GOD will

And remembered that the grave is only the curtain for paradise behind

It is only time

Along or awhile

They again would meet…

So Long My Father…